Actually, I had a wonderful afternoon today. But my problem is, don’t ask me where it came from, today I miss Germany more than I ever did before since I got here :( I miss my friends, I miss our family, I miss my job, I miss Cham, I miss talking German with my funny Bavarian accent, I miss my hectic life, I miss the road I took everyday to work, I miss the canteen, I miss the small shop around the corner, I miss everything about home.
I hope this is just temporarily and won’t stay in me too long. There are so many things and options I can do here in Hong Kong, but if my mind is somewhere else, it’s useless.
I feel that I am a just another stranger here trying my luck to survive. Like I’m no part at all at anything. Null, nothing, nada. Nobody.
I miss home where I feel close to everybody, where I can feel that they care about me and where I feel that I can do something for them when they need me. Basically there I am somebody.
Hope I will manage to go through this tough time soon.